Bagalamukhi-Dhoomavati combo and my adventure part 1

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Mensen dit is een verhaal van een goede vriend en Shisya van gurudev.

let op! reciteer deze mantra niet. Het verhaal is puur ter info. Deze mantra dient niet gereciteerd te worden voordat je minimaal gurudiksha hebt gehad en evt Bagalamukhi diksha en/ of Dhoomavati diskha. Daarom heb ik ook niet de gehele procedure vermeld hoe deze mantra gereciteerd moet. Dus normaals niet proberen het kan je je leven kosten!
JAI GURUDEV

Mantra: Hleem Dhoom Hleem

The Bagalamukhi - Dhoomavati combo is an extremely powerful mantra.
It's quick and destroys all you adversaries in a blink of an eye.
Be
it powerty, misfortune, ailment, curse or permanant failure;
nothing
can withstand the sheer force of this mantra. For those who are not
aware, Bagalamukhi and Dhoomavati are the most fierce and feared of
the ten Mahavidyas (Of course, Chhinnamasta Mahavidya is also
there).

I learnt this combo during the Bhopal shivir in November '97.
Although, it is not allowed, I would like to share an experience
related to this mantra. On the first day of Nov '97 Bhopal shivir,
something prompted me to fast. This was difficult for me as I was
not
feeling well that day. I had gone there to meet Bade Guruji, Dr.
Narayan Dutt Shrimali; but, due to some reason, Kailash Guruji
(Bade
Guruji's second son) came in his place. Maybe, I was not happy with
this. My condition kept worsening and till evening, fever got over
me.

The shivir was in a ground divided into a big tent, where guruji
and
sadhaks were sitting, and some sheds along with the boundaries of
the
ground where sadhaks were supposed to sleep in the night. I
preferred
to stay in a hotel.

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It was a two day shivir and that day's session was to end at 10 PM;
but, because of my fever, I decided to leave at 7 PM. As I was
packing my things, Kailash Guruji anounced that he would grant
Bagalamukhi Mahavidya Diksha for a very low fee. I wanted to take
that diksha so I decided to stay. Perhaps, I was skeptic about the
money thing. Well, though I could barely walk, I reached the
payment
counter. I wanted to hurry up, but no one was there. I stayed there
for a while and then, while thinking this wasn't my day, as I
turned
to return, I heard a strange, heavy voice, "What do you want?". It
was a very fat, black and somewhat weird guy. "Bagalamukhi Diksha",
I replied. "Hummm...", he grunted and while chewing his tobacco,
wrote
something on a piece of paper and handed it over to me. The
word "Bagalamukhi" was written on it along with a small signature.
When I gave him the money, he said, "Keep it, you'll need it." and
walked away. "Bagalamukhi Diksha for free???", I was
surprised, "That's cool." Well, not really. My temperature was
still
rising. I re-entered the main tent, walked straight to Shrivastavji
and gave him the paper to ask him how to proceed. Guruji was not
there. He starred the paper for while and looked at me in a
surprised
manner. "What?", I thought, "Has the guy made a fool of me?"
Anyway,
Shrivastavji gave me this mantra and asked me to chant it till
Guruji
returns.

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I returned to my place and started chanting the mantra. In about 10
minutes, the whole scene changed suddenly. I was in a crematory on
the banks of a river sitting over a chita surrounded by giant sized
trees. I got frightened and opened my eyes. "Hallucinations!!!"
Anyway, I started again and yes, the scene, too, returned. This
time
lightening struck the chita and it started burning wildly. "Help",
as
I was about to stop again, something inside me ordered me to
continue. With every mantra, the flames grew taller and bigger; the
temparature was beyond reason and I felt like roasted meat. No
matter
how this may sound, I was enjoying it. There was heat and there was
pleasure. Being cooked alive wasn't that bad, after all.

After a while, the scene flipped back to normal, Guruji had
returned,
the queue moved on and now, it was my turn. I handed over the paper
to Shastriji who was standing next to Guruji making him surprised
and
stood face-to-face with Kailash Guruji. "Guruji, I'm taller.", I
thought. Kailash Guruji placed his left hand on my right shoulder,
fingers of his right hand on my head and pressed his right thumb
against my forehead and "Whooosh...", something like molten iron
entered my forehead. I was supposed to concentrate on his eyes. I
tried to do just that but, instead, found two fireballs there and
no
prices for guessing that, we were back in the crematory standing
over
the blazing chita. This time the heat was much, much higher and the
guy from the payment counter was also there violently throwing
something into the chita. "Who is this guy?" and the next moment I
saw him getting morphed into Bade Guruji. "Guruji!!! Oh, I missed
you
so much.

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." Bade Guruji appeared dark and redish and when I turned to
Kailash Guruji, who was still in the process of granting Diksha, I
was shocked to find him much taller, bigger, muscular, darker and
redder. Next, something emerged from his forehead and entered mine
with a huge blast and we were back to normal. I was amazed. Kailash
Guruji was tapping my head and asking me to leave as he was done. I
tried to touch his feet but couldn't as it was not allowed at that
time.

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I came down the stage and realized that along with my doubts, my
fever was gone. I was feeling healthier, stronger, taller and very
hungry. I was feeling like the most powerful man in the universe. I
didn't want to return, but I did reliving those moments again and
again with wildly growing hunger. I entered a veg restaurent and
ate
and ate and ate till the manager stopped me and said they can't
serve
anymore. I had eaten 36 big butter nans, 7 big plates of fried rice
and a lot of dal makhani and vegetable along with 19 glasses of
lassi. Normally, I couldn't have eaten more than 4 nans. The bill
was
exactly the same amount which I was supposed to pay for the
Bagalamukhi Diksha. Remember, I was told I would need that money. I
returned to my hotel room and my luckiest day ended with a sound
sleep.

The next day, I was the most energetic and helping person in the
shivir. That's why my blood boils when some damn person insults my
Guruji and I couldn't even have the luxury of tearing that person
into billions of pieces.

Bhakti is good, but nothing compared to the grandness of sadhana. Perform sadhana and get what you are destined to have. Good luck...

Ashish...

Guru Nikhil - Introduction